New weekend. And thank heaven that arrives!
Because this has been a week of dogs. Of those that happen very slowly and only pray to all Gods and Saints who finished a good time. I think I almost cried with excitement when I left school in the morning.
and has been a week that I have been more lost than ever, without much regard anything, just trying to rearrange my life. Because again
circumstances force me to think that I am taking it the wrong way. Or perhaps I'm thinking wrong, I do not know.
Why? If algor believed for a long time in my life is friendship. I do not believe in love, freedom is relative and dignity is something that people are increasingly accustomed to losing. So my way of being governed by the firm belief that friendship is above the world and no matter how many times the target will give you a blow, there is always a friend to turn to.
And this week I finished with two friends. A lot of time and more recently, a girl and a boy, one that hurts me and one that encourages me to remember.
I'm used to share my life with people. I commit blunder ever, trust others and help them without impoTartar what the cost. I have never betrayed a friend and I complained that there was even less necessary. But there comes a point in knowing you are helping someone is not enough to make you feel happy. And mine has arrived.
What do you do when the person you consider your friend gives you back?
When you trust someone and not for when he loses his temper and tells you what he really thought of you and you thought everything was fine, when you feel that friendship is becoming strained and are simply against a stranger.
I've done what I know best to do, to evade the issue and send the world the devil. Yes, I am a coward, will I fear losing more. I've lost two friends also do not want to lose my good wishes to them.
Again, I run out of reasonable conclusion. But this adds to my disturbing experiences that make me rearrange my priorities.
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